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Conscious Quantum Field and Thunderstorms - March 14

As I am writing this I can hear thunderstorms in the background. I wish there was a space where I could just sit outside and watch the rain. I love rain, and although I admit I am a little terrified by big big thunderstorms, small thunders actually are so nice to watch. There's quite something about thunders, they are chaotic, but it's beautiful for once to see the whole sky glow. It's beautiful to see light somewhere in the midst of dark night. The noises are also for some reason terrifying and calm to listen at times. 

I had quite a day today. I woke up at 9. For some reason, I always wake up at nine. And then was on bed until the meeting at 11. I did some work, and then had chick Fil A.  I have promised myself I will start cooking from tomorrow. It's almost a week that I have made that promise but will try to keep that up from tomorrow. 

Anyways, then I was watching videos on youtube and came across this video by Joe Rogan with Sir Roger Penrose. He was talking about consciousness and how it maybe cannot be calculated and somehow the quantum effects produced by microtubules are responsible for consciousness. Then, that led me to this video which is a lecture on the Orch OR theory of consciousness, which goes in detail about how they think microtubules are essential for consciousness, based on the studies they have. I admit, I understood maybe 1% of what they talked about but it was interesting. Basically, these chemicals or molecules form a quantum field in our brain, and produce certain vibrations which is consciousness. Now that I am writing about it, I think I didn't understand any of it in detail lol. But, I will someday write a good post on it by researching and understanding a bit more about it. 

Basically, we all are waves and energies and bunch of chemical reactions. Which is cool. I love this, I love the frequency of love. It feels like I am in sync with something. It's calm and peaceful and these vibrations are taking over my body right now. Which is so cool. My eyes are coated with a layer of tears and man I love whatever this is. I love knowing that we are all one. 

But here I am now, it's almost 9 am. I will start reading stats now. I enjoy learning, I wish I could be more intentional about it, and dedicate a little more time understanding things and actually learning about them. People say I am smart but I wish I was. I wish I was able to understand everything I learn. Most of the time, it's all half-assed learning without much knowledge or the depth of it. 

Anyways, i watched the rain for some time and now back in my room to write this blog. Everything just felt beautiful and nice. I wish I could cultivate this beauty within me. 

until next time 

- handsome charming man.

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