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Daily Dairy - 121 WPM


 

Ok, 121 wpm with 100% accuracy. I don't know how it happened but it did. 

I am listening to this collection of old Hindi songs and love it. You know how you image a person when you listen to certain kind of songs. Yeah, that made me a little sad, but other than that. Love it. I'm really Vibing  with these old songs, and try to finish this code project that I had been putting off for a while. 

I need to change some things about me fundamentally. Like not procrastinating, being better at writing, communication, and empathetic. So much of conflicts can be solved if only we were better at communicating our feelings or just stuff in general. There was recently a conflict in the team that I was working with , and as an outsider looking into the situation, it feels so stupid that it escalated to the point it did. I from my perspective can see the communication gap between the two teammates, but they can't. So, I was reflecting upon this and you know.. I feel like at certain time in my life, I might be in that teammate position where they can't see things clearly. So, I often don't like thinking emotionally about a situation, but also because emotions are such a big factor in our lives, I need to learn to take that into account too. 

Again, the tricky part is being in someone's shoes by being them. Like how they think, and stuff like that. It's definitely interesting.. all these stuffs. 

Anyways, yeah I think I need to design my life properly. Like I do have a basic understanding of what I want in life, but just need to plan things out. 

I'll go back to coding or clubhouse. Btw, it had been a while I hadn't opened clubhouse, but I did recently. And again was in the room where you know again conflicts happened. Conflicts definitely is interesting, and understanding the source of it .. I think.. can help you in some way. 

But yeah that's it guys! I have a therapy tomorrow and I had told my therapist that I would keep track of my moods plus write down when I procrastinate. I didn't do any of that lol. Sorry. 

For some strange reason being not being a good parent due to me fucking up or you know developing this habit of procrastination is what's motivating me. So, my future kids reading this. Again love you guys! If not, love you my dog. haha and cat. and myself. Love you too man! I was 24 back then. I bet you'll read this when you are 60-70 too. So, hey man. Hope you aged well!! Love you again. I hope I can make you proud!! 

Until Next Time

- Handsome Charming Man



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