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  Just heard back from the company that I was excited to work for, so it's a no. But, that's ok. I felt a little bad for a while but also I was applying for a little senior role than what I am right now. This is good though.. I should not let one no make me sad. Time to look for other jobs now. I guess the problem with me, is I hadn't applied elsewhere after that because I liked the prospect of working there much. Also one thing lol, when I replied to the email they sent me, I fucking mistakenly said Mr. [last name] instead of Ms. [Last Name] I swear to god this was not intentional and now I just sound like a jerk. And it was too late when I realized I sent the wrong pronoun. Fuck me!  I think I need to constantly search and apply for jobs... or should I just wait for a while at my current job (which honestly is not that bad, it just doesn't sponser visa but the main thing is there's no other engineers than me. Eveything I do, I need to learn by myself.. and I want...