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 Writing is downloading contents of our own mind. Awsome! 

I've wondered how thoughts come to us. Especially while writring because I literally have no idea what I am going to write until I do. It's like maybe there is something already written inside us and I am just accessing but how could that be. Wait I am making no sense right now, The fingers move, the mind thinks. But where the fuck are these thoughts coming from. I know brain. But, come on, and why am i questioning the thoughts, through another though, now I have to question the thought about thought. I know .. I sound like a 12 year old But please excuse me for a while. The answer is probably wayy to simple and I am just beating around the bush try to sound like I am thinking about something really interesting. But really, this bothers me sometimes. 

Can there be a state where are are no thoughts while you are conscious? I don't think I remember any such moments. Why is there a need for thoughts? I am pretty sure anything that exists has an evolutionary reason. Maybe we are not using thinking process right? Or trying too hard to make sense of things. How can I get answers to these? Is it by reading other people's thoughts? Or can i not just get them by thinking itself. Anyways, what are answers? These days, I can't really seem to believe any answers expect those given my maths. 1+1 = 2. That is correct. It has logic and structure and is bounded by certain rules. But, any other philosophical things. How do I get answers to them. One thing I've realized is that we need to bound ourselves or have a frame of reference. Unless we have that, none of the answers can be right or wrong. Or more. the answers don't exist. 

Is it good to kill people? What's the reference? It can be good or bad. Depending on what you value. For people in Al-kaida it's good to kill people to keep that fear and it's good for what they want to achieve but it's not for rest of us. So, again, the goal itself. Can it be good or bad. From what i've seen it generally is based on what most people think. dependent on time and culture. Objectively, a thing in itself doesn't make any sense. Wait how the fuck did we get from thinking about thoughts to this. 

Why does brain love thinking. Anyways, bye for now. I honestly am thinking to think myself as a philosopher which I am not lol. It's funny to notice these things like how I am thinking about myself in such high regards sometimes. Can't help it, hopefully this goes away someday. Again, why can't I think about myself in high regards? Why can't a human being be too egotistical. I think we can, but it won't lead us to a happy life? I mean, that's what we've been told but idk man.. I honestly don't know anything lol. It's crazy, well.. not actually...but anyways k bye!  

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