Why the fuck do people hate gays?

 Ok, first of all why? Why hate other people for who they are attracted to? This doesn't make any fucking, fucking any, fucking sense at all. 

There's no set rule which says you can only be attracted to this type of organism. Ok ok when I think of it now, maybe there is. It should be within the same species. At least? Lol ok wait, I didn't think about this when I was starting to write this blog. But what if a person is attracted to panda? Is that right? Well, I think so, but what if a person wants to be in relationship with panda. Is that right? I guess the only thing would be to know if the panda wants to be in a relationship with the person. Which is kinda difficult to know. 

But a thought experiment. If we had a technology that could tell us what a panda was thinking, and the panda wanted to be in an intimate relationship with a human being. How would we react. I'll be honest, I wouldn't feel comfortable with it. But why? Well, one reason, its not normal and I've never really thought about this and now when I am thinking about it its kinda idk not comfortable. 

Well, now another question, is this maybe how other people feel about gays? Maybe our parents and grandparents or even people in today's society. Maybe they believe that we should only be attracted to people of another sex and anything else is bad or wrong. Well, I certainly made jokes calling people gay when I was a kid but when I think of it, I didn't even know what gay meant. From what I can remember I thought it was a term to emasculate men. I didn't even know the concept of men being attracted to other men, or that gay men have sex with one another. ( I think I didn't know about those things until I came to the states? 4 year ago? )

Now, even I don't know what I was hoping to say. But, it's just that I was watching this video on reddit where this kid was scared to tell his mom that he was gay and she responded really well. She told him she has suspected that he was gay and she was fine with it. Then she asked him whether of not his friends knew about this stuff. And he said they didn't and he was scared to tell them. And that just made me feel why the fuck do people hate gays? 

I think it's become much accepted and more people are becoming aware about this. After all sexuality is sexuality and you fall in love with whom you fall in love with. But it's crazy that people bully gays and what not. I'll be honest this whole thing is confusing. Especially for our generation who just default believed in two genders men and women. And this whole gender fluidity thing was not there. And attraction was also just men to women and women to men. And I thought about it too but I like women. Then I thought, women would be crazy to like men, like men aren't fucking beautiful (Except Ryan Reynolds). why the fuck would you like men. 

Future me here: Thanks to my ADHD I didn't complete this. I thought I was just rambling lol. But at this moment I was thinking that. Its crazy how writing lets you see for yourself the thoughts you were having. It's like leaving small pieces of "you" in the internet. My past self doesn't exist anywhere else but here, through these words. Me, in those exact seconds, exists in these words which is so fucking cool to think about.