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Some poems

Ok I just needed a place to put all the poems I had in facebook in one place. I had my facebook deactivated so I just logged back in pulled these out and deactivated again lol. I hate how I cannot deactivate instagram. Like I have to wait a week to do that. Anyway there's that. All these are from I guess 2015-2021. 

Together


We will run off into the sunset
We will sail through the same waves,
Together, you said we’d build our castles
Together, we’d run away.
All we ever wanted was to Escape,
But it shouldn't have been this way,
Together, you said we’d do everything,
But why did you leave me today?
You're who I wanted be
You’re the one who I am never becoming
You’re who said you’ll never leave
You’re the first to leave today
I don’t need a shoulder to cry on,
I don’t feel like crying anyways
I say this to everyone I meet
And the truth lies far ahead.
But still, I always look up at the sky,
And wait for the falling star to show
The one that grants wishes
And ask it to bring you home.


Friends


No! We don't talk
We barely meet
No! We don't share roses and all
Coz I know, we are afraid to fall
In this thing
Many call it love

I know your secrets and you know mine
Look how we pretend it's all good and fine
I know your thoughts, you're wishing we
I can hear your heart just beating it
But your eyes are still pretending it
That we are just friends
But we can never be.

Still, you can hide your secrets within your smile
And say we're friends although friends don't lie
Oh, you can say we're friends although friends don't lie

You say that you like me
But just as a good friend
Lately, you can't look into my eyes
And you act different
Maybe you don't know what might this be
Or it's too obvious for you to see
That we're not friends
We can never be!

Friends do sing and friends do fight
Friends do hold hand under the sky
Friends do care when other cries
But we're not friends
You and I

Still, you can hide your secrets within your smile
And say we're friends although friends don't lie
Oh! you can say we're friends although friends don't lie.



What If ?

What if I give you my heart today
But you break it tomorrow
What if you walk with me today
But leave tomorrow

What if you show me a way today
And puzzle my whole life tomorrow
What if you make me smile today
But cry tomorrow.

As long as I know you love me, I can bear it all today
Still wrap you around my arms tomorrow
But what if you hold my hands today
And someone else's tomorrow
What if you kiss my lips today
But someone else's tomorrow.

Calmness

He kissed your hands, although they smite
He prayed for your happiness, day and night
He let you go, and got himself locked in pain
And yet, He was the one who got all the blame
He had sleepless nights as you were rude
And you said sorry by not even caring to make him smile, which you could!
But he still looked for your love, every time you
passed by
And you appreciated his love, by hooking up with some other guy
He gave his life for you
And what was it you gave? (Except a reason to end up his life)
For his Love;
You gifted him his grave!!


Make you love me

You asked me to forgive you
You made me breathe away
You asked me to erase you
Forget you
And be friends once again

Will I forget you?
I will, If you ask me to
Can I forgive you?
I have, will you ... too?

It was me who fell for you
Who loved you till the core
So, I should be the one to let you go
Let go of my soul

I will stop thinking about you
Repaint my world with dark
I hope the darkness will suffice
To calm my burning heart.

How can I make you love me?
How can I change your thoughts?
How can I be the one you love?
The one your heart wishes for

I can't make you love me
But I can be there when your tears roll
I can be there when you need me
To help you mend your soul

If I feel so bad
I can only imagine how you feel
To see someone you care about
Someone you care about grieve

So, I hope you forgive yourself
Remember its not your fault
It was me who fell for you
It was me who was dreaming off
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