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First here's a recent article I read. While I was reading this, I felt like it said almost everything I had been wanting to say so here. Go read this: 

Second, hey guys! I have been listening to classical hindi songs in different languages and man do I love it. I am fan of this girl. Here's the song that I am currently listening to. 

Today is Sunday, April 17. Last night I had a small party with my friends and I was walking to my home at around 10, 11 ish. I was listening to this maya song by Aasutosh KC, and I loved it. The road was empty, it was just me and that cover along with the few lights on the way. It was magic. Again, I can't emphasize this enough, get yourself a good pair of headphones. I swear your life will change 😌. Also, that's my favorite emoji these days lol. 

I don't really know what to write lol, I am not sure what this blog is supposed to consist of. Anyways, still waiting for my results from Microsoft, and preparing for my test for Pinterest. I just got the two books Algorithms, and Algorithm Design Manual (ADM) . The goal now is to get good at the basics for data structures and algorithms. And also, to learn a song on guitar. I had bought a guitar to learn so me and motu both could jam and I was learning few chords and now the guitar had just been there. But, I'll pick it up again. Funnily, I had promised one of the friends I met on clubhouse that I would sing for her, and her name turns out to be Rebecca lol. This is funny because I sometimes called motu Rebecca. So, in a weird way the guitar shall now fulfill it's purpose. That is to play a song for Rebecca. 

Ok, also I was thinking how it has now become cool to not care. People take great pride in saying that they no longer care or stuff like that. But I think I care about friendships and I feel sad about what happened. So, me talking about remembering my friend might sound like "not cool", but I think that's ok. There's not a single day I haven't thought about her. Like at first these would make me sad, but along with time I have learned to accept it but I do still miss her. And I am happy that she is doing well.

The love doesn't necessarily have to die with the end of the relationship that's all. Think of it like you lost a good relative of yours. It's the same feeling. I love and miss her and am accepting a life without her. Because the person motu that I used to know is no longer there. And it's sad sometimes. But it's beautiful too. Yeah, I'll stop. I sound like a dumb poet. But hey, these emotions are real (and dumb)

I am planning to spend rest of the day working on this feature that I have been struggling to finish for few weeks now. The logic is there but it needs a good structure. So, I am planning to crack this once and for all. 

I have a presentation tomorrow, and I was just working on adding some data and fixing some bugs to get the project ready. I think we are good on that part. After that I will have a chill week ahead. I plan to just read one chapter for ADM a day, and supplement that with a lecture video series. 

Also, for the next 5 years, I think I will dedicate a day to just study. Like extensive study. I want to cover first of all the basics of CS and then maybe about other areas which I had mentioned in Interests blog. 

I am also looking into creating a catalog for whatever I learn and then share those in a weekly newsletter. You don't have to be a genius to understand that. The goal is simplify or make a list of things that I have found. I will post the link here as soon as I find that out. 

Also, I really want to start making videos. I am thinking of making one after April 30. First video, covering the move to Florida. I end of not doing it but I want to just document this for now.

Also, still waiting for the letter from my office. My supervisor told me that he would update me last Friday but maybe Monday I would know more. I just want to finish all the paperwork by April 30 so I can move and work remotely. 

Anyways, that it is for now. There's a cup of coffee in front of me the trees look as green as they looked yesterday. The weather is nice, I am wrapped up in a scarf. And I have the song playing in the background. Life is good. 


Future me here:

I stumbled upon a letter she had sent me on our first anniversary and my birthday. That made me kinda sad and a little sadder because she couldn't keep her words. But that's life, we don't know what the future holds. I only wished that the letters were true. Anyways, that was it. I felt a little sad lol, but it's good. It's nice. We'll be better with time. I'll leave you to listen to this song. Read the subtitles

- Also this lol

-Until Next Time

Handsome Charming Man






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