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The Joker and the Queen

 

I was watching my previous snaps, and there are these videos of me basically cheering me up. And also I listened to this song The Joker and the Queen . So, I am listening to this as I am writing this. 

This is kinda like the next version of Everything has changed. Which holds a very special place in my heart. I hadn't listened to this song in months. And just felt like plugging it here. I also love this song because I listen to it very rarely, and among the times that I have listened the meaning of the sentence everything has changed changes with time. With that Ruke na Ruke naina is one of those songs. 

Right now, the wind is blowing, it looks pretty chilly outside. I just finished the cup of vegan  milk tea which I had prepared. Honestly, it's not that bad. (i just love the word vegan lol, gotta plug it on everything that I say)

What I really want to say here is I love myself. I love how I have always been my biggest cheerleader. I found these videos from few months and year ago basically cheering my future self up. I love it! Thank you past me for making those videos. I just recorded another one for my future self. I love you man. You me. same thing.. right? 

We've made through some tough times and the videos that I basically record for myself have been providing strength when I need it. Hopefully, this you (future me) can also come back to this blog and this letter when you feel like it. I love you man!

I love snapchat for that reason. You can basically record anything and put it on your secret. I mostly have videos of me talking to my future self lol, and some life updates. It's nice. there's also a lot of videos of me crying lol. It's tough man. Love's tough, but I think its also worth it. like things like that are inevitable, sooner or later you must lose the ones you love. Well, let's not go there. But, I wish talking about things like these were more normalized. But that's what we do. We set trends. We talk about stuff lol. 

Also, I had published a blog few days ago how I had my first crush after the breakup. I unpublished it because it was idk haha way to cringy. I swear I will never delete any blogs but that one.. I just had to do it. But, I explained it right? All of that could be basically summarized as I went to a ice-cream shop and had a crush on the cashier. Who was cute btw. 

Also, I drew this (basically I ripped this drawing from a video, but I drew it myself on procreate.. so that counts right?. She looked like this.. with freckles on her cheeks. Now I can also sing her Little things too (cuz she actually has freckles on her cheeks.. get it? )

And that's me giving flower to her. I am a little fat at the moment, but once I become greek god, I'll post the drawing with my shredded abs, and everything. Because that's how we roll lol. Anyways, guys that's it. Just wanted to praise myself. 


Video of the day : 95% of your behaviour is primate behaviour

Also, anonymous,  you commented my last post that your ex got into a new relationship. I hope they are happy and I know you are already happy because of the blog you just read lol . And also my awesome drawing. Nothing to worry about. Cheers 🥂

Until Next time, 
Handsome charming Man. 


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