Kombuchas

 

Ok, I love Kombuhca. I don’t even know how they are made, but they are awesome. Instead of having a coke or some kind of soda, just have Kombucha. For some reason it feels healthy and it’s tasty too and it quenches your thirst and revitalizes you. Not you, but me. It has those effects on me. I take no responsibility if you don’t like it. 

So, anyways, I had my therapy after a while today. And it went good. I was told to tell stuff if it doesn’t make me comfortable. Most of the time I always think events in life are trivial. Even when at the moment it sounds really big. In the heat of emotions, we sometimes tend to exaggerate things. And honestly if we really think about it, there are not really that many things that really makes me uncomfortable. I tend to understand stuff from other’s perspective (Sometimes) and most of the stuff doesn’t bother me at all. But, a few of them do, even after a day or two of thinking about them. So, I am supposed to voice them out. I like that approach of waiting a few days. I mean I already used to take time to process things, but maybe I didn’t voice things even after a day or two of it bothering me. So, I’ll start to do that. And again once again, there’s not really anything these days that really bothers me.

But anyways, it was good. So, today I read the book deep work ( I didn’t finish it but I skimmed over it) It was actually a gift that I bought for Ashlee Dd, because she had been saying she was finding it hard to focus sometimes and I think that would be helpful for her. Also, just bought the books Art of Computer Programming by Donald Knuth. Oh boy, am I his fan. Like I wouldn’t say biggest, and I don’t even know what’s in those books, but man do I love him. The answer’s yes. I love that old man. The goal is to read at least a few pages from his book a day, and try to really understand everything. 

Pair the concept of ONE THING with DEEP WORK, and now you’ve got a really focused handsome and charming Greek good (I’m no longer a man, I am god. Men are mortal. God isn’t. Especially a Greek one) I sound like a person who just watched some motivational video lol. No, but I am really trying to understand all these stuff in detail. For some reason I am finding fulfillment from these things. I see (in movies) these nerds envying cool guys, but I honestly envy the nerds. Honestly, seeing people so excited about something is so fucking awesome, and I think I’ve found that thing for me.

Anyways, we are leaving for Keywest tomorrow. One thing that I would love to change about me right now is this sleeping schedule. I want to try to wake up early and sleep early. And study during the morning like 4 hours of focused work before my work starts. Then I can go to the gym, cook and eat food, and then study for an hour or 2 before bed. I think 6 hours deep study for over a year should help me understand all these things in Knuth’s book in detail. I also need to prepare for these interviews so it’ll help with that too. But, I think if I do get job at this other company that I interviewed for yesterday, I might just work there for a year or two instead of getting into big tech. Honestly, I would not earn like crazy but it would be ok. I love the culture there at least based on what the lead engineer told me. 

So, life’s good. It’s somewhat structured. I will soon be having a steady source of income and I can finish paying of my college fees. In a few months I should have a positive bank balance overall lol, which I am very excited about. I will write a very long blogpost outlining everything once I do that. So, there’s that.I think over the last few years, I have learned that thinking positively helps. Even in the darkest time, thinking positively helps. Also, being kind goes a long way. Just trivial things in life, sometimes has such a huge impact on others. I am certainly not the most (insert the ideal person adjective here) person and oh man do I have a lot to learn. [The answer is yes, again. Bro why do you do you do this.] Ok sorry. But yeah there’s that. Idk where I am going with this paragraph. But yeah it’s nice everything is nice. I love it. I love you all. Earth is awesome. 

I need to sleep now.I will try to wake up a little early tomorrow. Will make some overnight oats before I go to bed, so I can have it tomorrow. Other than that, yeah man like everything is good. Not much happened today. Oh shit, I forgot. A lot happened. We had momos and I made the momo chatni with the guidance of PJ bro and it was awesome. I came up with this game. Where we will write a list of food that we want to make from scratch. Like complete scratch we love or want to try. We will then put that list into a bowl and then every weekend, one of us will choose at random one of those papers, and we need to make whatever recipie the paper has. The person who chooses will be the head chief and the others can help. YK just cutting vegetables or preparing something. It should be fun. We could even make a YouTube series out of that lol. If we do, comment below some titles for the show or any ideas that you might have. (Look at me trying to increase the interaction again 😌) 

Honestly, blogging is so much better than vlogging. My auto-correct just converted vlogging to blogging lol. Yeah, that. You don’t have to speak to a camera. Honestly speaking to a camera randomly is quite unnatural. But typing here, is natural as fuck. Honestly most of the time I don’t even know what I will be writing and then I go ramble for about Half an hour about cheese. (I have never done that, maybe I should) I don’t like cheese. Like those you see on TikTok where there have a bunch of cheese and setup a picnic kinda thing going on. There are a few type of cheese that I like but others are complete trash. And because I can’t really identify which one is bad or tastes bad. I don’t really like selecting cheese. It gets really confusing so I just say the white one, the yellowish one and stuff like that lol. 

But yeah that’s it. I probably won’t make overnight oats, I am too tired. Good night fellow humans. 

Also, I really need a consistent writing schedule. I had promised to write newsletters from now on. I promise I will start from next week. Subscribe here if you haven’t already. https://sthinks.substack.com/

- Until Next Time

Handsome Charming Greek God