These days, I spend most of my time with myself. Most of the
time, I'm the only person in my head. As I never found a reason to share my
thoughts with others, I don't speak much. I never said a word, where I thought
things should be handled differently, because I thought I was just a kid, and
puberty was messing around with me. Everybody said I was strange. So, I didn't
want my strangeness be a joke for someone, who is desperately waiting to make a
fun out of it. Although, I didn't care if I was being laughed at, I didn't like
to talk much. It's because I love silence.
See, for about 18 years of experience, the only certain
thing I've observed so far is Death. I had once seen this movie "Final
destination". It was a thriller movie, and people were supposed to be
afraid after watching it. Most of them did. But, it taught me the most
important thing on life, i.e. Death.
Now, that's strange!
I said you, I am strange.
Most of the people think that we live every day, but the sad
thing about life is we die every day. Every day, we step some steps towards
death, each day we lose 24 hours. Life for me is like a drop of dew hanging on
a leaf. It shines so bright, that we feel life is bright, it should be
celebrated. Indeed it should. But, we often forget that even a small wind can
drop it down, and if the sun shines bright a little bit. Poof! Gone! It
vaporizes. It's so sad we never realize our frailness
.
What I mean to say is, nothing is certain. I myself don't
know whether I get to live 10 seconds longer, whether I get to finish this
article. And yet, we live this limited time, by fear, by hate, by ego. EGO, a
three lettered word that is sufficient to ruin your entire life. We never want
others to be better than us, if they do, we feel sad. If someone humiliates us,
we feel sad. Accept it or not, for all the reasons you feel sad, the feeling
of "I" or in other words "Ego" is responsible.
You failed a test. YOU failed it, others passed. Your
parents get angry, because THEIR child failed the test. I don't think your
parents would go crazy if THEIR child topped the class and someone else's child
failed. See? Everything and everyone is attached with "I". Unless,
you free yourself from this feeling, you are sure to waste your limited time.
(i haven't completed it yet... I am lazy and you know it..)
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