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EXISTENCE Part 1

Something i wrote few years ago

Ambitions and dreams it's always good visualizing them and making a wish of bliss! Aweee a good thing to talk about! Dreams are said to construct a wall between imagination and reality. Building a wall of success, punching out failure and turning it taciturn; a symbol of bravery but a symbol of non- existence!
It is also said that we are always living in world of dreams (often called virtual world) leaving reality behind, and existence ignored. Even a single step towards reality knocks our existence, and our fate stammers. As most of us are always following others, we are living in a virtual world.

   That means still discovering thousands of mechanical formulas and environmental mysteries; we are puzzled within ourselves and not yet discovered what truth is. The whole world is running on words and thoughts and not yet obscurity has been faded by reality. Still our way of evaluating ourselves and our life is like as that of an ant who is evaluating an elephant by watching it very close. In fact, we have never been able to visualize the given matter wisely and broadly. An ant sees only some part of elephant claiming that it has seen the elephant from the closet view but in the aim to watching it from close, the real existence of elephant gets faded likewise we claim ourselves we have seen and felt a lot in life but yet we cannot make a sentence on life. "Life is like riding a bicycle.. Flying a kite …." I hate when people say so. Just a collection of words doesn't define our existence.

  Even though life is reality we have caged this reality between the walls of relationship and selfishness. All we speak is false and for other's sake, I don’t think we ask people whether they had lunch because we actually want to know whether they actually had lunch. Same applies on me, I am right now writing this for you who is reading. It may be to give you some knowledge or just to impress you with my words. Likewise even though we are not interested, we pretend to do so, why? Just to keep better relation with friends because we want them to think good about us? Damn!

 There has always been a gap of thoughts between virtual and real world. Analytically speaking virtual world, it doesn’t exist so is called virtual but we - we have shared our existence with it and made it exist so we will never be regain our so called "shared existence" with virtual world( world of dreams) we shall never Individually exist!!

PS: Few years meant while I was in class 9 

Comment: Reading this back after 9 years lol. I genuinely have no idea what I was thinking at that time but I do 
remember writing this. It's crazy to think I was listening to Osho from that age.  

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