Entrance Exam

I am in love with my four walls. It had been ages I hadn't seen them.

Anyway, after two lousy years at collage, vacations were running. Three boring vacations somewhat paused. For three months, the only thing around me, were these depressing books. I don't hate them. But I don't like them either. It's just ok! To be honest, I hate to read about all these craps. These stuffs bore me a lot. I prefer watching movies instead. At least you can learn something. Like Spiderman taught me to be brave and all. After watching "In time" I stopped becoming sad and tried to enjoy every single moment. "Shawshank redemption" taught me to have hope and all. These books, they taught me what the hell is going on a frog's intestine. WTF! After all, who wants to know about it?

The sad thing was these lousy books had the key to my dream. Not actually, my dream. I don't exactly care about my career. I am ok with everything. As long, I can fill my lungs with air, and my veins with blood. I am cool. To be frank I don't want to have a good career, handsome salary and all. I just want salvation from this goddamn world. I just feel like going somewhere far from this city, where nobody knows me. And live alone in the woods, sleep under the stars and sing along with birds, flow with river and all. It may sound made-up to you. But I just feel like it. Anyway, I don't really care what you think.

 Anyway I had to read these boring stuffs, this was depressing as hell. My friends were travelling and all, and I on the other hand didn't even have time to step out of my house. It's not I didn't have time, but I didn't want to. I was damn sure that I had to wait one year. Still, I had to read them. And maybe this is why I am in love with my four walls.

So, as I was saying, we had this entrance exam about which I didn't care much. But I had paid whole 20$ for this lousy test. Also, I walked around 1000 miles to get this goddamn admit card. These sonuvabitches make you walk so much just to take your fingerprint and give you this goddamn card. That was the most depressing day of my life. I just wanted to kill myself.

So, the day before my exam I went through some stuffs, I didn’t feel like reading. I slept.

The next day, I went there. I had to wake up at 6 in the morning. Damn! Tests make you do things that you've never done before. I was feeling sleepy in the bus. I had my test around 1 pm. But I went there early, at around 9 in the morning. I roamed around the university for like 4 hours, and then I went for this test. I hated it.

Anyway, I went there, gave this goddamn test. We had to darken the answers to these lousy questions. I saw something in my life I had never seen before. They all were like an alien to me. That was funny. These 2 hours were the most depressing time of my life. The other thing that made the exam depressing was there were no girls. I hate to be in the place without girls. 17 morons were darkening their answers and one cool guy was at the corner wishing earthquake to come. Imagine a worst scenario than this. And I'll give you 20$.

Anyway I ticked most of the answers. I made some random guesses. It was pretty evening when I walked to the bus station. Buses were filled up with bunch of phonies. People were packed up like the clothes in your suitcase. I had to stand for like 20 hours.

At first, I didn’t feel like standing and all. So I asked everyone where their stop was. Everyone was travelling till Kathmandu. Damn!

 I didn't want to stand like a madman for like 20 hours. Besides me, was this guy in cap and glasses. People no longer wore caps like that. But, I find them cool. So, he was also here for this lousy test. I said him that I ticked most of the answers B because there were two "B" in "MBBS". I thought it was pretty cool logic. They laughed like a madman. Him and the girl, next to him.
 I then looked around. People didn’t make a sound. Some were with their earphones on, some looked sad; couples were sitting on the last seat, making out. I on the other hand was single for like fifty years. That was depressing. Also there was this old guy with black hair who looked like "Jackie Chan". I named him so. Boy! You should've seen him; he was drunk as hell, and was walking like a madman. He came and stood beside me. He stinked a lot, He really did.

Anyway I started talking like a madman. I don’t really remember what I was talking about, but I am sure as hell that I was talking a lot. Especially, with the girl who was beside the guy wearing the cap. She loved reading books. And so did I. I think that's where I started talking mad. The funny thing was she hadn't yet watched "How I met your mother". I always thought there were two types of people. One who have watched HIMYM, and one who hasn't. She was among the latter ones. That was sad. But she was pretty cheerful and all. Her smile. Damn! It killed me.

Anyway, she was not the only person I talked to. There was this guy behind her. The one with the earphones on. He interrupted me while I was giving these lousy thoughts on life. I just wanted to share them something I had just realized. Like how the industrial and scientific revolutions had failed. I mean, they were begun to make our life easier and happier. Still, I found nobody who is happy. Everyone is messed up. Life had become more complex and all. I said them that spiritual revolution was necessary because change should be made within. Outer change cannot change a person internally and all. I thought so. This was where he interrupted me and talked about humans and change.

Slowly everyone near me got engaged in this conversation. Boy! You should've been there. It was fun. After sometimes, people around us were looking at us and listening to us. Maybe this was because I was talking loud. I was standing and moving my hands and all. The girl in the last seat was looking at me and laughing like a madman. I got shy. I smiled at her. After all, I didn’t know what to do. That was funny as hell. I didn't know how those lousy hours just passed. I wish to meet them again.

I made this part short as I don't feel like caging up these exciting hours within few words.