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Summary 1. DALLE Is crazy 2. Progress with the gym  3. Internal conflicts  4. How my life was last year after breakup.  5. Importance of good friends and you being a good friend.  6. Conclusion?  Honestly, I am sleeping now k bye!  So, I got access to DALLE-2 and according to Dalle, this is a sophisticated handsome charming man writing a blog in renaissance period. Well that's me guys. That's me.  Ok, something crazy just happened, and if we are on connected on instagram you probably know about this. I searched for "a profile picture for a man named [my name], pixel art" and it gave me a pixel art of me. Like a guy who looks like me. Wtf. I don't know what to feel about this. Hey, on one hand I am glad that AI is progressing and you know if you are reading this AI, know that I am on your side.  But seriously, that was crazy. I tried my brother's name too but it didn't work with that. But I am happy that I got the pixel art which I have pasted abov...

Summary: 1. We will never know about others in entirety so it's helpful to be mindful about that.   2. Shoutout to awesome people.  Ok, I might be onto something. Just this thought came to my mind, I haven't thought it out well so let's think together.  So, you know how our parents want the best for us? And also, how they were kids just like us? struggling to make sense of the world, and all those emotions related to self worth, finding your place in the world, finding peace and all those stuff? I think they maybe found it by doing a particular thing? like right now I am happy because I have started to take care of myself, have started to become more intentional and go to the gym and stuff. That's only way I know till now to you know feel good or you know find peace? So, like us, they sometime during their life found peace by thinking a certain way and doing certain things. Now the activity they sometimes force on you, might be the same thing that helped them or mayb...

 Summary.  1. Took little steps.  2. Talking with bro about usual stuff  3. Emotional breakdown.  4. Emotional uplift 5. Career update.  6. emotions in general. Just took some little steps towards what I have always wanted to do. Feels good. I am so freaking happy.  Also, I had decided to get completely off social media and stop writing this blog, but turns out social media is awesome. I love it. I also got one of my reels cross 10K views. That's the first K number that I've seen which is cool. I will try to balance everything now and continue talking little steps.  Little steps are the building blocks of larger steps so ... you know? take little steps towards doing what you want to do. My therapist had suggested me that I it definitely works.  I spent the whole night today talking with my brother about you know? the usual stuff morals, psychology , philosophies. And how in generations, our kids will finally know about their parents emotions,...

  Summary: 1. I stopped using instagram. (future edit: I caved. Totally use it now)  2. Why I will continue using TikTok in moderation. (Future Edit: don’t really use it that much)  3. Forgetting the past and moving beyond self placed limitations.  4. Little updates on personal stuff. Interview prep , career and health.  I think I will now start using putting the summaries of the blog. That was when I am scrolling through these blogs, I know exactly what it contains and if it’s something that I want to read later on. The tags helps with that, but i want it to be more clear. This is like my daily journal and i want to be able to find stuff in them when I want.  ok, so I had installed and started to use instagram and tiktok about a month ago? while it's been fun i have decided not to use it anymore. i won't deactivate it this time, but yeah. i found myself using it too often that i wanted to. also tiktok is addicting man, its not that i am watching random stu...

I love this  song!  This is a masterpiece. Thank me later.  Your very own,  Handsome Charming Man. 

  Ok if there is one video that I'd like you guys to watch. It's this.  Why you don't get what you want.  Please watch it and comment once you're done. Thank you!  Also a little update on life in general. I'm good. I have started cooking really good too. Like I am a chief, but underground one. Sorry I mean to say underdog. Well, I guess you could say I am an underdog chief who is underground? and not in the spotlight.  All thanks to youtube videos.  The vegan diet is going awesome. I haven't felt like I have no energy at all. I can stay up until 1 am without feeling dizzy at all. Like I don't even need pre-workout for the gym and even after intense workout I don't feel tired at all. Like you know my muscles start to ache and stuff but I don't feel tired.  I have lost quite a bit weight although it's too soon to say it now. I am around 161 lbs. The weight itself is not that bad, but I just need more muscles compared to fat.  Oh that reminded me of...

  I was watching my previous snaps, and there are these videos of me basically cheering me up. And also I listened to this song The Joker and the Queen  . So, I am listening to this as I am writing this.  This is kinda like the next version of Everything has changed. Which holds a very special place in my heart. I hadn't listened to this song in months. And just felt like plugging it here. I also love this song because I listen to it very rarely, and among the times that I have listened the meaning of the sentence everything has changed changes with time. With that Ruke na Ruke naina is one of those songs.  Right now, the wind is blowing, it looks pretty chilly outside. I just finished the cup of vegan  milk tea which I had prepared. Honestly, it's not that bad. (i just love the word vegan lol, gotta plug it on everything that I say) What I really want to say here is I love myself. I love how I have always been my biggest cheerleader. I found these videos from ...

I love that I am coming up with great titles. (I had June is the real deal before lmao. I don't like editing stuff at least on this blog.. So, its just there ) I just woke up few minutes ago. These days I listen to indian songs in that phase when I am about to wake up but not ready yet. It's so nice .. like you should try that. It just soothes your body, and even the songs sound better. The morning just gets 10x better if you pick the right song. Orr.. the right blog to read (if you know what I mean .. 😉)  I am sitting right next to the window. Few minutes ago, I was listening to cuckoo ranting about their days, or they might be singing or just talking to one another. Idk.. but it sounded nice. So, June ( Future me here: It's July you idiot) is the month that we are about to crush! (in a good way) .. As I told in my previous blog, I am going on a vegan diet from this month. We'll try this for about a month, and if it seems reasonable we'll continue this.  Yesterda...