Wasted Potential

There's this new song that's going viral on tiktok. It's not a song actually, but sound.

https://www.tiktok.com/music/wasted-potential-6843245816673585921?lang=en

It's this sound.

I've always thought myself highly and I underestimate myself too badly. It's the weird combination. I believe I can do and achieve whatever I set my mind to, but at the same time don't think I am capable of achieving anything great. To be honest, I feel like I am afraid of loosing this self-confidence that "I can do whatever I want to" if I actually try. So, I don't try at all. Well, I try, see some progress, but I think I can't possibly achieve what I am trying to achieve so I quit.

I've noticed that pattern for too long and it sucks. To be honest, I intentionally try to sabotage? I don't know man. Gotta see a therapist.

(Written few months ago. I'm just going through my drafts and publishing them)

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