Most of the people my age, wish they could be kids again. It's like people want to be young again because that's the only time they thought they were happy? Idk, maybe because I never really grew up lol, I don't see much of a difference expect now that I have to work. And... most of my friends are now adults.. or even better word "act like adults".
Once you grow up, there'll be things that kids can do, and other adults should do. It's all societal things. Like for eg, when a kid says the truth (even if it is mean) its cute but when I said something that was true I was being inconsiderate? Like wtf? It's as if we are forcing each other to "grow up" and then are miserable and everyone wants to be kids again. The whole thing doesn't make sense.
I wanted to go back to being kid so bad, but I realized how my childhood was so I would rather not lol. I mean it was good and all, but I couldn't do a lot of stuff which I can do now. If you know what I mean. wink wink. Actually, I don't even know what I mean, I just wrote that to look like I am doing cool "adult" stuff now, when in reality, I am not. Nothing much as changed for me at least. I used to study most of the time as a kid, and that's what I do now. The only difference is I can go out by myself now and don't need to depend on my parents for money.
Bro. We've been here on earth for 24 years now. Sounds crazy. In another 24 years I would've been here for 48 years, and in another 24 years I would've been here for 72 years and I would probably die in the next 24 years after that. So, technically I have 2X more time to live as much as I've lived now? Does that make sense. This whole time went so fast. Especially the last 4 years. So fast. Damn.
The next 2X should be well planned. Just go with the flow now doesn't make sense. Also, meditation really helps. I should meditate more, and be honest. I've always been honest about stuff in these blogs, and with people in my life too. I might not share each and everything but .. I'm honest with the stuff I share. It's a loophole that I've found and I love it. Providing not enough information on a topic is not lying.. right?
Idk why I went there, but the thing was... gotta be honest with myself now. What do I want. Honestly, deeply I believe that you can have anything you want. Even me. Yes, you heard that right. You can be friends with me. If you are my fan and think oh I will never be able to meet this handsome charming man, because he's so famous and stuff. No, you can. I'm lonely just text me. I'll even pay for the coffee.
Anyways, again I have ADHD (I think) guys, I tend to go around stuff. I gotta be honest with myself. I have to figure out what I want. I want .... man that's hard. I want everything. I want to learn how to dance, fight (karate lol), draw, sing, play guitar, piano, make videos, do art stuff, make music, code, build a billion dollar unicorn, learn about investing and stuff.
Travel, make friends in every single continent, do fun stuff (idk what that means lol). It would be so awesome to do all those things. And I think it's possible too. Idk about billion dollar startup but we could probably do million dollar startup. So...? So, we are going to do these things. I mean I am going to do those stuff. I suddenly realized about the bucket list I created in 2019, and not a single one of them has been checked off. I wanna check those off. Starting with learning to play a guitar as that's a simple one that I could do within a few months.
Like, life is awesome. Being adult is awesome. You do have a lot of challenges or obstacles and you beat them. It's awesome. It would've be exciting if we could just do everything we want. The whole process of figuring stuff out and learning is the one which makes life exciting and fun.
So.. time to have fun guys! I am going to learn guitar seriously now and cross that off my bucket list.
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