Ok, so I sometimes just look at facebook profiles of random strangers that get recommended to me. I used to have this facebook that I made that have 0 friends. I talk to no one, it's just there to follow Mark Zukerburg and also so that facebook stops asking me to login everytime I want to see any videos on facebook or something like that.
I used to follow some Nepali influencers so it knows the people and recommends me Nepalese people. Very often, these people that get recommended to me not all west washed people but from the looks of it, maybe are middle-class? or lower middle class? Idk. I don't want to put labels like that but I think it's necessary for the context. Usually, all married men and women, who have kids. Sometimes, it's just random teens or people in their twenties.
But, I think I want to talk about the married ones. Like there's always a picture of their kids, and the two couples. Most of these people don't really care about the looks. So, usually they don't have a smiley face, or you know the best backgrounds. It's just them in their day to day life and putting it out there to connect with other friends. If it's a girl, then there are usually many comments saying they are beautiful and not so much for their husbands.
Also, some of them are those working in middle east. It sucks that they have a family in Nepal and are working hard to provide for them. I was in a LDR for almost 2 years, and it sucked that I could never see her or hug her or feel her presence by my side. I wonder how it feels to have kids, and wife and you never get much time to spend with them. It sucks man. That made me feel sad.
I don't know what made me feel what I feel. But, I see all of us in them. Except that we purposefully try to make our life glamorous than it is. We don't all smile or are happy all the time, we all look grumpy and are not that energetic all the time, the few moments in which we feel the best are usually the ones in social media. We all want to be loved, we all think about starting a family to certain extent. We all literally have the same life if you look in the fundamental level. We want to be able to provide for families, we have to have fun with the people we love, and overall want to do something good. (again, for the most part).
Again there might be differences in way people, talk or treat you. Underneath, everyone is good and I believe that from the bottom of my heart. Or feet. Because I think that's more bottom. Ok enough of me trying to make lame jokes. Anyways, I think it's beautiful. I just love looking at their pictures, I think about the problems they might have, and how all of us are so similar. Even though we like to think we are different and special. We are not. We're the same species, same biology, just different circumstances leads to different thoughts, but thoughts change. In the core, the basic biology and what happens is the same.
We all shape each other. There's no me. There's collective we. Ideas, and thoughts that's been around for thousands of generations shape us. You might be interested in physics, so albert einsten in some way now is a part of you. If you are reading this and something resonated, I am a part of you. And all the other things that inspired me to write this is now a part of you. Again, I is an illusion, it's always been "we". Mankind would never would have survived if it wasn't for all our efforts.
I think I just appreciate the mankind. Even though our survival has led to terrible things (when we think of it now), but it was just for survival. We are constantly evolving, and eventually nature shapes where we go. It's crazy the more I think of it. I think I'll just stop.
But I love you all. Loving you all just means loving myself. Which is crazy again. That's it. Hope you are able to overcome whatever is troubling you, hope you are able to love without any boundaries and hope you are just able to comfortably be you.
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