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Hi.  I never thought I would listen to Taylor Swift to heal myself. It's ironic because I listen to it because of my ex, and am I listening to forget about her. All to well, doesn't even resemble anything we had but its soothing somehow. I guess, it's the thought of moving on, which is powerful about this song. 

I now only need to get a cup of ice cream and cry, and I think I'll become one of those teenage girls that you see in the movies. I have realized that it's more difficult to move on if the other person was not too bad, you know? I can't even hate her, like Taylor. I can't even say it was bad, and stuff you know? Because it wasn't. 

I don't know what to write man, but I want to. It's midnight and I just listened to paper rings which she used to dedicate me and now I am listening to all too well. When all is not too well. I remember it all too well too but you know, it was good. How can I hate good memories. Anyways, is this too cringy? lol. I hope it is. I am cringingly in love with her. I know it's the right decision but it's still hard to move on. There should be like a paracetamol or something that just fixes your heart or something like that. 

I think I am going to two is better than one after this and everything has changed after that. Love you taylor. Thanks for making these songs! 

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