There I said it.
I've been watching tiktok a bit recently. So, I came across this travel video. I liked it. And I came across another travel video. I liked that too. Now, my whole for you page is composed of traveling and being happy while the comment sections are filled with people getting sad wishing they could have the same life.
I think state of mind, or "being happy" is a state of mind. If you need to be doing "something" to reach there. Are you actually happy? Because that state of mind is directly dependent on you doing something. Be it travelling or painting or writing blogs (lol). I also pretty much struggle with this. Obviously, I feel like I could travel more. I honestly don't feel like I've had a "fun" life. It's quite boring actually.
But one thing is I've consistency remained happy thorough my life. I don't feel as sad as other people do. Of course, I have my moments, but everything calms down eventually. These moments of adventure are nothing but adrenaline or dopamine rush through our body. Of course, it's fun doing the things you love, but I just wanted to remind everyone out there even if you're not doing anything that sounds fun or not Instagram worthy. It doesn't mean you have a sad life. You don't need anything to feel that way, the just bare thought of you being able to walk down the roads, or even run (damn! I wish I could fucking run like a cheetah) its fucking exciting. Last night, I was just watching moon at midnight, right from underneath a tree and that's was one of the most peaceful moments of my life.
Every activity you do day to day is worth celebrating. Me writing this blog, you reading it. Waking up, eating your breakfast, preparing a cup of coffee or something are so fucking beautiful. Honestly, I am not trying to sound like (insert what I sound like here) but just remembering about these things are sending out chills to my body. Man! Life is Beautiful. It sounds complex, and sometimes I dwell upon it for long time. But at it's core. It's beautiful. Humanity is Beautiful. The relationships that we have with other beings are beautiful. Don't even get started with Nature, I might just have an orgasm. Nature is so fucking beautiful. Man!! Look at those fucking trees, green grasses, cats, water, reflections in water, the noise of winds, stones, mud, plants. And everything around us too. Whatever we see around are are the results of thousands of years of trial and errors. Billions of people have worked together to produce everything around us.
The phone you are looking at. Literally, it's a product of billions of people's collaborative effort and thousands of years of evolution. We are made to feel that people are bad, well yeah some are maybe? idk, but most of us are good. The way humans connect with each other and how animals connect is the purest thing ever. And it's genuinely so amazing! Damn!! I don't know why I feel so happy and have that "awww" feeling when I think of this. But, its amazing man! Everyone at their core are awesome! It's just that they (including me rn lol) are stuck with this rat race.
I wish I had the courage to live everything and just be a sage lol. Just explore the world. Explore what we as species have built around the world.
Well... idk what I just wrote. I just had these feelings. Thanks for reading my guys!
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