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Whenever I read something fancy, or something that's hard for me to understand completely but kinda makes sense. Whenever I read something written by people who are smart smart its too much for me to take in. Good for them that they've thought of all these stuff but I can't. I am just going to not go to that space. It's too much to think about. Of course I do think about different stuff, but when I am no where near being what you call a "deep thinker". But, I am not "shallow thinker"?(is it a term) either. 

I like and dislike thinking. I guess. One side of me says that yeah man, you've got to learn to think these "intellectual" things, but meh at the same time.. "do I have to? Why can't I just chill and do something else like ... watch a movie instead... or a youtube video". 

Anyways, I feel like sometime people think too much. And there's nothing wrong with that except it takes away your sanity. The goal in life is now to make awesomest videos, and help a bunch of people. I actually, want to start doing charity work now. Imma make shit ton of money by the time I'm 50 and then give it away. I mean personally, I want to travel to remote areas and get to know people there. Build some roads/ schools and help families. I feel like I owe it to them.

I have been given this opportunity to you know.. have an education. Our parents worked super hard and now I at least don't have to worry about getting next meal if I ever go to Nepal. But, a lot of people do. It's not like I am born in a super rich family. We struggled too, and still to. But, a lot of people don't get out of that, thanks to my parents who worked super hard and saved , often sacrificing what they wanted to do.. I am here. lucky enough to have a play to stay and get education. I owe it to my family. I can't ever take credits for everything I've done or will do in the future. It was a collective effort. 

But man, as soon as I start earning shit ton of money. 10-15K a year is going straight towards this fund. Or make it 20. 20% of anything I earn. Straight to this fund. 

It may look like I'm focusing too much on money, but it kinda is important for people who don't have it. I will make sure I go personally to Nepal once a year and distribute all these. I will look forward to doing this every fucking year. Putting this out in the open! We owe it on one another, we should progress as a society. Idk why I feel this often these days, but I often think about our ancestors being in a fucking tribe together and looking out for one another. Yeah, there were some you know tribe leaders, oppressing and some shit, but I think we should have no ranks. No hierarchies. Everyone is fucking equal and deserves to be treated as such!


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