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I don’t know when or if I will be able to tell you that I love you. Well, love is a complicated word. But what good would it do. We are miles apart. Maybe we will meet, maybe not. But, still the idea of you not being with me scares me. (It doesn’t necessary scare me per-say, but I thought it sounded romantic. I certainly would feel sad. Maybe cry? Who knows?) But no matter what, I know you’d still be there for me. Supporting me. Helping me understand myself and be there when I need you. But it wouldn’t still be the same. Would it? I have already made a mistake by not letting you know sooner. I didn’t realize I loved you until you loved someone else. I don’t regret it, but I wouldn’t exchange the thought of you being in my arms for anything else. I might for a million dollars?? Maybe?? But... that shouldn’t mean I don’t love you. I think of us being together. Raising kids and growing old together. I’ve never felt like this for a long time. Why am I ...

Ok bros just chill. If you are here because you are sad about your life or I forced you to read my blog. Chill. Why are you so hurried, why are there so many calculations on what you should do, what you should say,  what you should wear and all? It is not necessary for all of us to win, some of us have to sit in the home whole day, curse people on the Internet and drink beer, laugh at memes, watch youtube, read blogs, etc You may not realize your importance but I do. You can prove anyone wrong who says "You can't do anything in life". Let's start today, let's make a pact and set up a goal. *Whispers rapidly* Btw if you are having a problem setting up a goal, how about sharing this post until it becomes the most viewed blog on the internet? Hmm... Can we do that?. No? Well, you can die (drinks beer) Idiot!

Why the fuck it is so hard to write a romantic novel. I have been trying this for decades, but I can't write one. How do all the other writers praise about the stupid eyes which looks good only when covered with eyeliner. Let's be honest guys, half of the times, men don't fall in love by looking at the eyes. But I wouldn't know about that. Thats what my friends tell me. And what is it about a girl's smile which you guys are so crazy about? It's just a  fold of tissue  covered with stratified squamous epithelium, which is again covered by lipstick , or lip gloss. I don't mean to objectify girls and all (FEMINIST!!) I just mean "What is so beautiful about  a girl that some of you write a whole novel or poems or songs about?" I , being the follower of present trends, too want to write about girls and the way they look . But I can't. Well, maybe it isn't just about the body features then. But, love is something I never really understo...

"Don't make permanent decision based on temporary feelings" If you decide to cut a tree looking at it during winter, dry and leafless, you'll won't be able to see it's beauty during the spring. If you want to commit Suicide, it means you no longer care about your family, society and yourself. While this maybe the worst stage in your life, it is also a perfect opportunity to step outside your comfort zone, to do something you had always wanted to do. Why? Because you don't care about anyone, anymore, do you? For once, forget everything and think about the dreams you saw as a little kid. What did you want to be? What dreams you give up because you kept hearing that same old phrase "You can't do it"? Use your remaining life to make those dreams a reality. Your dreams need you-they are waiting for you to act, so that they can come to life. Let me assure you, all the sufferings, pain, rejection, frustration, failures, you'll experience on...