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Wait for the Spring







"Don't make permanent decision based on temporary feelings"

If you decide to cut a tree looking at it during winter, dry and leafless, you'll won't be able to see it's beauty during the spring.

If you want to commit Suicide, it means you no longer care about your family, society and yourself. While this maybe the worst stage in your life, it is also a perfect opportunity to step outside your comfort zone, to do something you had always wanted to do. Why? Because you don't care about anyone, anymore, do you?

For once, forget everything and think about the dreams you saw as a little kid. What did you want to be? What dreams you give up because you kept hearing that same old phrase "You can't do it"? Use your remaining life to make those dreams a reality. Your dreams need you-they are waiting for you to act, so that they can come to life.

Let me assure you, all the sufferings, pain, rejection, frustration, failures, you'll experience on your way, won't last long. Time heals the deepest of pains; in the end, everything will be fine.So, don't lose hope, not just yet!

Yes, I know you have had enough, your own pillow is now tired of soaking your tears. No one understands you, no one hears the silent beats of your heart, no one understands your anxiousness, Everyone hates you. But, are you really relying on other's opinion to judge yourself? While others have known you for certain period of time, you know yourself more than anyone else.

And we all have to die someday. Don't Rush!

You can't be selfish. You can't leave your family, friends and your dreams-they all need you and are counting on you. So, please gather every bit of courage left within you and walk away from that noose of death and wait for the spring ❤

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