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This has to be one of the best movie ever. Just finished watching the movie balling my eyes. The final scene where he has to choose and says the last goodbye to his father. I wish I never have to do that. But I have to , my kids will have to. It's the nature of life. I get it. 

Whatever it is that I am feeling, realizing, observing, so thankful for all of that. It's an experience. Utimilately, all of this. Just one big experience for all of us. So, best not to think of anything too much, just experience whatever it is. 

I am doing well. I am sad a little because of our teammates is leaving the job. I cried last night after I heard that. He was one of the best people on the team. I loved him!! Hope one day I become as smart and as helpful as he was. Praying everything goes well at the startup he's trying to pursue. I am fucking crying as I write this. Will miss you at work man! It's sad never thought I would be this sad over a co-worker leaving a team who I didn't even know that much. But yeah, I think he's left an impression of how I want to be, and is something that I strive for.

There's another senior manager on the team who is absolutely crazy, in a good way. I'm going to be just really really sad if he decides to leave too. Hope he doesn't. At least for a few years. It's so important to have a good team and be / work with right people. Everyone else is good too. There's a very smart mid-level engineer too. She's been helping me a lot with all the questions I have. I am working with the service she owns so .. but yk. She's also the best. I'd be really sad if she left. Bro whyyyyyy just don't leave. Ok? We'll leave together. Like let's plan and join another team. 

On the second thought, it's also nice. Like we'll get to meet another people. Yeah, let's no leave together. Let's leave at different times, and work with different teams.  But yeah there's that. Seattle is nice.  I love it. Love the local coffee shop which is very expensive lol but yk love the vibes, and feels like a community cafe. So, yk.. it's worth it. 

Song of the day: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSgU0gNL2Ac

Most listened song in the past days: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiP4BxYjH08

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