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Chipotle after suchhh a long time.


Summary. 

1. Ashlee dd's birthday. 

2. A little busy.

3. Amazon results. 

4. World is what you make of it. 


Ok guys, just had chipotle after such a long time. It feels like eternity. Honestly. 

I am still listening to those songs. I love the music and the vibes, not the lyrics lol. Can't relate with any of those at the moment. 

Oh and the birthday surprise went really good. The timing was perfect and we made this stranger things portal which looked really cool. The quest also had a kinda good ending. There was Vecna, Voldemort and everyone lol. I haven't gotten time to edit them and put it all together. I've been busy lately, in a good way. And by busy it's not just work but everything, even relaxing I consider it my time. I need some time for me and spending time with dd and dai. So, that time is blocked off as if I was busy. Work is not the only thing that you should block time off for.

I also made this upside down world in the VR and programmed a quest within that. It was fun, took me a lot of hours to learn that and it was worth it. 

I also heard back from Amazon, I passed the first round, now the next and final rounds of interview is in 2 weeks. I don't feel ready but will try my best for the next 2 weeks. I will learn something new either way. Tbh, I am not too optimistic about the interview but excited for it. 

[Kiss or Kill by Stela Cole playing] Man i love these beats and this style of singing. If anyone knows what this genre is, I would love to know. Like the animals from Maroon 5, bad guy by billie eilish and almost all her songs like that. Love them. I've found that I can just listen to these songs and work.

 Listening to these teenage songs and just remembering those days, I remember this quote "Be careful about how you think about the world, because it is like that". So true! And watching the Laal Singh Chadda also confirms this. 

I don't want to write any of these philosophical things? There's this internal struggle about why i am writing, but I want others to see how thinking or thoughts change over time or feelings / world views change over time. And maybe want my younger generations to know why I am the way I am or just know a little bit more about me. Or just for myself. It's for the future. Also there's no point in preserving all the thoughts, actually letting those go can be good. But no matter what happens I am not deleting this blog lol. This blog is not for me. It's just a preservation of thought of this brain which is constantly computing and thinking. It's exercise for it, so I can know what it's thinking. And a form of therapy, sometimes. 

[high waist to hell playing.. ]

Anyways that's it up until now. I have found a pretty good resource to prepare for effectively for interviews. Will be doing that for the next week. My life is rotating around working and preparing for interviews right now, also.. having fun and being a greek god... I haven't started doing leetcode yet, but I will do them now. 

[Enemy by Imagine Dragons, Flowers and sex Emeline and smle ]


Your very own, 

Handsome Charming Man. 



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