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Have I told you that I love Papon? I bet I have somewhere in the blog. I fucking love him man. Love his voice. Anyways, I am listing to this Papon Jukebox,  so feel free to listen to this while reading this. Because, at the moment, I just started this playlist and am listening to this as I write.  This is the view guys. I love this spot... not only because there are trees outside and it's all green but also because of the view of sunset.  (Front view out of the window)  I wish the camera could capture this view properly. It's honestly looks so so so beautiful.  (View to the left window) I actually thought about describing these scenes but I think just taking a picture of it does more justice and you know I don't have to pretend to be a poet and try to think of clever ways to describe or capture its beauty in words.  So, it's been a while right? I see you guys coming to the blog, I don't know who is but I know at least one of you are because I can see few vi...

  Ok this is going to be very rough and might not be true. But I'll just write it down.  Do we often act out of roles that we are given? Like I am someone's friend, co-worker, son, brother etc.. every time we talk to someone, do I talk as the person (role) that's supposed to talk? Like does this come inherently, that as I an elder person should behave a certain way around those a little (let's say 3,4 years ) younger than me. Or I should talk to my co-workers a certain way and about certain things.  I think some of these might be a question of boundaries, and others ... are they what we are expected to do and we do that? Why do we do that though. Maybe identity is not the right word to express what I am trying to say. Like say, you are meeting someone for the first time, you both are acting as "strangers", and you talk a certain way compared to friends. I think that's normal .. and it's not always the case too, sometimes you connect with strangers in a...

  So, today's been good. Like chill sort of thing. I finally completed the feature that I had been working on for a month now. It's not that ready yet but almost done.  Also, the weather is nice, I don't feel lazy, or fatigued. That hike made us all a little tired. Now I think my body is recovering well and also I got my new shoes today for the gym. They are Nike Air Zoo SuperRep3. I like that name. Also, I didn't really know about these shoes thing. But they are super cool. A little expensive but cool, and comfortable. I can like run now without any issues which is good. I'll test them even more at the gym today.  Also, quinoa salad is actually pretty good. Never thought it would be so tasty. Especially with the avacado dressing.  Also on the other news, I activated Instagram so people can tag in me in stuff or just connect with me there. And let me tell you, the first day I opened it, I was scrolling through it all the time. I also re-connected with few of my frie...

Happy Birthday to me and my twin brother and all the other people who were born in this day. You all are awesome, handsome and charming. You might think I am the only handsome charming man in this world, but I've been keeping a secret. Everyone man born on June 10, is in fact handsome charming man. (True story 🥂)  Anyways, guys for some reason birthdays feel special. When I was in Nepal, I used to try to go to temple early in the morning and do some prayers and stuff. Here I am 11 am, I just woke up, I'm having a cup of tea prepared by Ashlee dd, and listening to this song called Jaag ghumeya tere jaisa na kohi.  At exactly 12, PJ and Ashlee dd surprised me with these cute Harry Potter cupcakes and a harry potter themed birthday. It was awesome. I got a cookbook as one of my gifts which I am excited about. Will try to cook a meal per week from that book on the weekend. Like really follow instructions and by the end of the books I would be no less than master chief. PJ dai coo...

Ok. Stop. At least I tried. I swear, the blog is not goin to be poetic or anything like the titile. It just came to my mind. So, right now, I am at the airport in Las Vegas. Honestly, this looks like a casino with airport rather than airport with casino given how many casino stuffs there are. Immediately, after I landed (which was my first time in LA) I saw the slot machines? I don’t know what they are called. Which was crazy, I hadn’t heard about this and it was surprising to see them in the airport at first.  Airports are like little peek ways of the city that you are traveling to. If you go to California airport, you immediately see how inclusive the airports are, there are yoga centers in airport lol which was funny. There’s a man sitting right beside me, and there’s Chili’s right in front of me, I have been sitting on the same spot at the airport for a while now deciding what I should get in Chili’s and pretending to study ADM. I don’t know man too confusing. I am also in this...

Time to dedicate more time into things that I care about. Which at the moment is … engineering and computer science. Being in the presence of highly motivated people is intoxicating in a good way. I need this energy and will be cultivating this energy myself.  With anything, there needs to be a balance but I think for the next few years, I’ll skew this balance towards CS. Priorities. Thank you godji for constantly putting me in situations to motivate me and thank you everyone in my life and situations that has led me this way.