Whenever I read something fancy, or something that's hard for me to understand completely but kinda makes sense. Whenever I read something written by people who are smart smart its too much for me to take in. Good for them that they've thought of all these stuff but I can't. I am just going to not go to that space. It's too much to think about. Of course I do think about different stuff, but when I am no where near being what you call a "deep thinker". But, I am not "shallow thinker"?(is it a term) either. I like and dislike thinking. I guess. One side of me says that yeah man, you've got to learn to think these "intellectual" things, but meh at the same time.. "do I have to? Why can't I just chill and do something else like ... watch a movie instead... or a youtube video". Anyways, I feel like sometime people think too much. And there's nothing wrong with that except it takes away your sanity. The goal in life is no...