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 THE WORD SORRY NEEDS TO BE REMOVED FROM THE DICTIONARY. THATS IT. THAT'S THE BLOG.

Holy molly! I graduated. 🥳 I just ordered chipotle. There you go time for celebration. Honestly, I have been ordering chipotle in all major occasions, so why not this time too?   Now, I need to prepare for the interview. But, I will watch a movie on Netflix first. Then enjoy my Chipotle and then study. I will need to sleep on time. I will finish today I promise, all the DS and algorithms that I need to know. Then, tomorrow we'll look into leetcode questions.  I think I first need to be confident on the DS and the algorithms. Even if I can't solve complex leetcode questions, I can at least show them that I know my DS baby!  Anyways, hoping for the best.  Until Next Time  - Handsome Charming Man. 

 How does it feel to be happy?  What is exactly that you feel? Is happiness nothingness?  What even is Joy?  I know I used to be happy.  But I can't even remember anything anymore.  Was i happy or was unaware of the realities or the possibilities? I honestly don't want to sound like a sage lecturing you on reality or spirituality.  But what's the point I've heard there needs to be no point but why? I am honestly scared of the world we live in right now What the fuck am I supposed to do?  Graduate, earn money, have family friends. For what? How can all the joy i used to find in small things just suddenly disappear.  Now I should live my life trying to find that joy and then again it'll disappear or something else will come up  What's the fucking point of all these? Earth or god or whoever the fuck it is is just a sick fuck. Or evolution is just a sick fuck.  Why did you wire our brains the way it did. Or is the society just wrong...

 Ok guys, as soon as you finish reading this sentence please close your eyes if you are a kid, or identify as one. I am about to say something really bad.  FUCK! There I said it. FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK You can open your eyes now. Try not to read the lines above though. Wait, my bad lol. Now you can't read because I never told you to open your eyes.  ^* These are the types of jokes I have to resort to now? What the fuck? Where is my sense of humor. Anyways, my point still stands (Which is... you might ask) FUCK Thats the point. I've found the answer to everything or singularity or whatever the fuck it is. The answer if fuck. Try me.... ask me a question.  Let's start simple: What is 2*2?  Fuck that! Who cares. Yeah, that's the fucking answer. Why the fuck would you want to add two numbers. Don't fucking add anything. 4 will get sad once it knows that 4 was the answer because 2 was just fucking into 2. 2 didn't care about 4.  Also... 3+...