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Surrounded with books: Part 2

I bet you'll think I'm crazy after you read this. And those for you -who already know me, you'll realize that you never knew me.
So, as always, I was surrounded with these lousy books. To be honest, after spending so much time with them, I kind of like them. After all, these are the only things that never leave me alone. But I feel bad that I let them down. You already know, don't you? I failed that test I was earlier talking about.
No! It's not like I hadn't read properly. For, whole three months, I read like a madman. So, the problem was not with me (I am a genius) but with the dots I had to fill. The instructions were clear - we shouldn't darken the space outside of the circle and even if we did accidently, that wouldn't be counted. See, the circles were so tiny that even an ant would miss it. I thought of asking teacher a microscope so that I could see it properly. But, I didn't. To be honest, I actually need an electron microscope.
Plus, we had to fill them with Gel Pen. And the gel would spread on it like a mad gel. So, I had taken Pilot pen with me and had eaten a lot of apples recently. I also had carried my Iphone with me. Perhaps, that was the reason why I didn't get through the test of doctors. As, you know what they say "An apple a day, keeps the doctor away". And for Christ sake! This was just an entrance.
I already knew this would happen. I even said mom to stop giving me apples. But she never listened. Now, she too realized that. Most of the time my logics work, but still people say I'm crazy.

"Now I have to spend my whole year with these books again. Confined, and isolated from rest of the world. If only, I had worked a bit harder and read instead of talking (to myself-I don't have friends to talk to) then I would have made through the tests." These should be the things running through my mind. But guess what? I don't feel any of those shits.
Wow! A whole 365 days to spend. Without homework, without tests, without anyone to talk to. I am so excited.
Anyway, let’s get to the point. You already know what I'm talking about. If you don't- you have no brains. Ha-ha! Looser, we are on the same group! High-five. 
So, it had been a week that my results got published and I thought I'd resume reading after a while. I wanted to go out there (In the world) and hang out with my friends. And then I realized- I had no friends. I stayed in my home. Days of loneliness have now begun; I am about to cherish them every second.

Note: The starting paragraph was just to grab your attention.

Edit: I wrote this in 2015, and two years have already passed.
Edit: I wrote this in 2015, it's 2022 now. 7 years have already passed. Which is absolutely crazy! 

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