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For a while, I used to think falling in love was useless. I thought that at some point we would break up. We both would be left with tears. I would not be able to wake up from my bed. Spend most of my time thinking about you- about the mistakes I made. I'd keep scrolling our pictures for hours, text you a thousand times wondering when I made a mistake and think about a million different ways that I could’ve made things right. Probably, you’d feel the same except the “text you a thousand times” part. I totally made that up. I would never do that. N-cell is expensive and we both are poor - at least I am. But... back to the point of breaking up. When I think of it now. Breaking up with you wouldn't be that bad. Because at some point, I will get to fall in love with you. Think about you most of the time. I will probably start dressing nice and groom my hair.  I will look at the mirror multiple times a day and see you every time I close my eyes. I will probably feel scared t...