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 I had not used my personal laptop in about a week. Turns out I had just left it open and now when I am using it it's at 3 percent lol. Also, it's really cold out here.  It's been about 3 weeks (if you count this week) that I am at my new job. I love it so far. Love the team and everyone in it.  I think I might be putting too much pressure on myself to understand each and everything thing on the system. It's complex, ngl. But I don't think it's too complex that it'll take me a while to understand the basics of how our product works. I do have a basic understanding. Now I just need to go in a layer deeper, and keep doing that until I get the system.  Personal life has been great as well. So, motu finally got married today and couldn't be more happy for her. I texted her. Bro, I get really confused about these things. In my mind it makes sense, but idk people say you shouldn't text or whatever. In my mind, she's still my friend and it'll not ch...

  Summary:  1. I am moving to Seattle.  2. Goodbyes are hard.  Reality is starting to kick in. I am moving to Seattle tomorrow. I finished packing majority of my items. I have a cup of tea besides me. We have a storm over here, so its raining outside. This is the kind of weather that will be with me for the upcoming months now.  I feel a little heavy on my heart. I am leaving tomorrow. While it’s exciting - the move - but I feel a little sad and anxious at the same time. Those may not be the exact words to describe how I feel but you yeah feels like saying goodbye to someone you love. I won’t be able to be here after this. Although we have already planned a trip to Colorado during the Christmas, and I know I will be seeing PJ dai and Ashlee dd and other friends here. Yk I am starting to miss this place already.  I have found a few other friends there but yk.. unless you go there. Also, I don’t know what to expect on the job. I luckily found the one of the m...